whispering nothing consequential. Nothing he'd remember in the morning.
Being pulled away by jealous arms
that were never quick enough to stop a small-kiss or soft touch.
in all his drunken glory that he likes me. He really likes me.
I hate - as I've always hated - when someone can make me
do something I don't mean to. Even smile.
It isn't fair because he's drunk and I'm sober enough
to know better than messy words and ear kisses.
Sober enough to not let it get to me,
but it does. He does.
(I hate this).
S.
{Photo: Sea Swallow Me Flickr}
“Words are, of course, the most powerful drug used by mankind.”
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S
Life's Perceptions
The best smiles, however, are always involuntary.
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Lulu
Breakfast After 10
I'm too jaded for this. Business. Pass
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean... it is so hard for me when I know that someone doesn't mean what they say but I give into it anyway... Sometimes I feel so weak giving in but sometimes we need to give in to grow...
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