no one expects you to survive this we are all mortal here [and in the moments you forget, the world will either seem too big for you or you will feel bigger than it and neither one will do you good or change the fact that] we are all mortal here. S.
lips red as sin, and the smell of something deep and lustful dabbed to the wrists, the neck, the small of the back.
the room is full of people or it is empty, [i don't know the difference]. it seems we are all here for one hundred years just trying to memorize dates, and times, and schedules, and the recipe to a good chicken casserole. trying to memorize how our bodies work before they change again. and you are sitting across from me in a room that's full or empty [me, lips red as murder you, a dirt smudged tan].
i've memorized the shades of brown and green and grey that make up your iris, and i could recite your name in my sleep like a song [i do]. but sitting here, my red sea lips refuse to part the way i want them to. S.