Thursday, 28 February 2013

say sorry.

you spilled into my life and made a messy thing of my heart. 
and i don't quite know how to forgive you, 
because you ruined me
in an irrecoverable way. 
i have another boy i'm supposed to be writing about now, 
but he's not the one i keep finding fragments of, under my skin. 
and, still, he's never held me like you did. 
i don't think he can. 

i don't know how to forgive. 

{Photo via: Tumblr


  1. WOW, this is exactly how I feel... only I can't move on because I know I would hurt someone else since I can't stop loving him... no matter how hard I try.. :(

  2. once upon a time when my now husband and i first started dating, everything i wrote had nothing to do about him and everything to do about someone else. i think it was my way of finding closure when there was none. i felt bad and guilty for that. i didn't want the other guy and i was so happy with who i was with, but the words still came to me. i hope you find forgiveness and the right one.

  3. I don't know how to forgive, either. It seems to be a much more active process than I am interested in right now. Instead, I hope that I just stop caring.

    Breakfast After 10

  4. You say the things I feel far better than I could.

  5. The one that got away. If you can't get what you want you must want what you get.

    / Avy

  6. this is exactly what i am going through. i love a boy and find another under my skin. he ruined me too. i don't know how to let go and be without