Monday, 24 December 2012

Self-Sabotage.

I am sorry for the nights I spent by your side.
They ruined me, when they were supposed to make me whole. 

The pieces I gathered broken from the hardwood floor don't feel like they belong to me any longer.
Tarnished surfaces, splintered and worn, and edges that could slice you deep if you aren't watching what you're doing. Cutting and bitter. 
The Pop Guru
It's a terrible thing, but perhaps necessary, and perhaps more common than a heart would care to nod to. And perhaps, it wasn't you after all, but my own tendency to disappoint myself. A terrible - addicting - game that you are a card in. 

Go back to start - do not collect a thing. 

S. 

7 comments:

  1. This feels like what I am going through, lonely, broken, sad...

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  2. I can relate very well to this. ): I'm sorry you feel this way. I know it's not fun.

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  3. "The pieces I gathered..don't feel like they belong to me any longer."

    The pieces I've taped and glued back together often make me feel like I'm a totally different person than I once was. I truly don't recognize myself sometimes. And I still can't decide if that's a good or a bad thing.

    xx
    Lulu
    Breakfast After 10

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  4. "Tarnished surfaces, splintered and worn, and edges that could slice you deep if you aren't watching what you're doing. Cutting and bitter." - These lines sound so deep and painful. It is something felt deep in the heart. Sometimes things don't go as what you wanted it to be. Life is full of ups and downs. Take care!

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  5. Beautiful and quivering. Back to square one.. sometimes the hardest part. But the most important one. <3 such beautiful expression in your words.

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